I have had a long bumpy road since I had my PBM February 2010… many complications, many surgeries, many tears. In March 2011 I had my implants replaced due to grade 4 capsular contracture. My surgery was harder on me than I had anticipated and so was the pain, but everything seemed to have gone well and my surgeon was happy with the results (admittedly she said I would need some tweaking). One side seems to have behaved nicely the other side is a little more rebelious!
So I find myself asking when is enough ENOUGH?
I feel like my life has been on hold since I started the surgeries, simply existing and not actually living, so I have decided that for now Enough is Enough and I am going to try and find me again and not the scared lonely person I have been.
Here’s to the road ahead, may it be a bump free exciting ride!
the brca mutant and me 